Has anyboby got the joy of the Lord, here? Praise God. You know, our joy doesn't come out of a bottle. Our joy doesn't come out of a pill. It comes from the throne room of the Most High God. Praise the Lord God.

Two days ago, I was flying from Denver to San Antonio. And while I was in the airport, I heard somebody say, 'Jeff Fen-Holt!' And I turned around. And there was my former manager, Alex, who manages Paul McCartney and Guns'N'Roses. He is handling there tours for them. So he is out there. He said, 'I'm here with Paul McCartney and the band. Where are you going?' I said, 'I'm going to San Antonio to be with Del Way.' He said, 'Well. We're flying down there. We're doing a concert. It's so good to see ya.' But he walked up and he looked at me. And he said, 'What in the world is going on with you?'

Praise God. Now Alex is the manager that I was signed to when I left to start serving the Lord. And I went to Alex and told him, 'I need to get out of my contracts. I need to get out of this, because I'm under a heavier contract right now with the King of Kings. And it's one that will never be broken. How many know that covenant will never be broken? Praise God.

And Alex told me, he said, 'Well, Yes. We'll let you out. And you go do what you want to do.'

But then in the airport he said, he looked at me and he said, 'What has happened to you?' I said, 'Why?' And he said, 'Well, you look, you look SO happy.' Then he looked at me and said, 'And you look so conservative.' I was looking for a video tape. I wanted to show that, sometime. 'Cause when anybody says I look conservative, somebody needs to hear about that. You know what I mean? :) And I said, 'Really?!' He said, 'Yeah. You've cleaned up. And you're wearing a Sport Coat. And all this stuff. I've been hearing some good things about you. Right?' And I said, 'Well, I'm glad finally there's some good things coming out.' He said, 'You know I've been hearing that you're touring all over. And you're drawing big crowds. A lot of rock'n'roll guys are saying that you're drawing bigger crowds than a lot of rock groups now.' The answer to that is, Jesus said, If I be lifted up from the earth, I will draw all men unto me.

And then he said, 'You're working. And just doing it all yourself?' He said, 'Who's managing you now?' I told him, 'I'm being managed by the most powerful Jew in the world!' :) Then we got on the plane. We all got to ride together. I got to tell the band, Paul McCartney's band and the different guys about the Lord Jesus. Got to witness to 'em. You know, God tells us He'll leave you right where you came out of to witness. That doesn't mean we just stay in the bars. But that means when we get in touch with people we used to drink with or used to do this with, we know what to say to 'em. We know not to talk to them about Millers - this is Miller's time. This isn't Miller time, this is Jesus time. And let me tell you, It Don't Get No Better Than This!

JESUS ROCKED MY SOUL

Holey! Moley! What's wrong with me?
My headsa shakin' like a willow tree
Hey. Baby, Do you wanta know?
Jesus is the Rock and He rocked my soul!

I was in sin and I thought it was funny
I found love and its sweeter than honey
Hey. Baby. Do you want to know?
Jesus is the Rock and He rocked my soul!

I got a whole lota loving, Baby
I got a heart's on fire
I got a whole lota loving, Baby
My Jesus is my heart's desire
Oh Baby, I don't mean maybe
Jesus is the Rock. He is the Rock that saved me

I raise my hands and I wiggle my thumbs
I praise the Lord and its some much fun
Hey. Baby. Do you want to know
Jesus is the Rock and He rocked my soul

Praise the Lord Jesus. He did ROCK my soul. It's good to have a good time praising the Lord.

My Deepest Love,
Jeff
Dallas, Texas, May 29, 1993